but having sex with a boy while completley out of it and not just a boy but one who has claimed to be your best guy friend, known since kindergarten blah blah blah. nope just another punk. but there is always a silver lining, all i must do is think of a flashback of the terrible molestation and hey IM NOT HUNGRY.

i worked today for 4 and a 1/2 hours, then went surfing. came home, told mom and dad, "no dinner for me, i already ate" went upstairs and started a yoga dvd.
added up everythingon calorie-count.com 781 calories consumed, 3311 burned.
i am happy and ready to sleep. tomorrow is another day with the banter in my head exclaiming " IM NOT HUNGRY, IM NOT HUNGRY"